Perfect Situation

we never realized that the love is around us
this love was not the cheapest love like we could have anytime if we wanted
this love was the most expensive love that we could never expected and this is the real one
they say love will comes naturally, can you believe it? would you?
mostly people don't trust this and they will saying that this is such a bullshit
well, even i'm just living in this world for about 20 years
i got a little piece of experience
and i guess i know what is the perfect meaning of LOVE
i could not explained it coz if i do means i'm a liar
i never care about love so much after i'm 18
i always messing and fooling around but now
i just find my TRUE LOVE
i never hope for it but yes,
"TRUE LOVE WILL COMES NATURALLY WHEN IT'S TIME"
so, i believe in this world coz i already find it and it CHANGED me a lot
love is not a crime if you lead it perfectly
and love is beautiful if we had it in such a PERFECT SITUATION

♥ Lullaby ♥

i hope i've healed during our year apart.
and that im sitting with you while you read this.
but if im not, its not because i dont love you.
because i do.
and its not because i dont miss you.
because i miss you already.
it'll just mean that im not better.
and that the story isn't over yet.

♥ If I Should Love Again ♥

"If I Should Love Again"

Oh my love, you were the only one
Now you're gone and I'm alone
All my friends, they say what's done is done
I pretend but deep inside I know

If I should love again, if I find someone new
It would be make-believe, for in my heart it would be you
And though I'll hold her close and want her now and then
I'll still be loving you, if I should love again

All day long I keep remembering
All the night I think of you
All my life you'll be the song I sing
I'll get by but this I swear is true

If I should love again, if I find someone new
It would be make-believe, for in my heart it would be you
And though I'll hold her close and want her now and then
I'll still be loving you, if I should love again

If I should love again, if I find someone new
It would be make-believe, for in my heart it would be you
And though I'll hold her close and want her now and then
I'll still be loving you, if I should love again
If I should love again

This Is It

after 20 years living this life, watching things come past by, learning and had such of all moods, happy sad and much more. now i only realized of how beautiful and colorful is the world. i've learn so much things for now and i guess this is it, this is the time for me to change. i hope i'm so ready because yes, we wouldn't know when the time that we have to go and leave this world. i wish i could change to be a better person. yes i haven't seen yet the road but i should start from now. i'm not promised to myself yet but i want to start getting close to my religion, and i want to stick with the rules. i know i'm only such a typical human living. pathetic. Ya Allah, please guide me to the right path. this person really wants to be a pure Islam. eventhough i dont have the strength to be so perfect but atleast let be come close to you.

Changes

something strange can happen anytime without we expect. good things are difficult to had but mostly bad things are always surrounding us. human can always change. every minutes, every hours. many things can happen even world is changing their geographic. so if you said that human doesn't change, you're totally wrong dude cos its impossible to us for make a changes. its just our own self and the spirit you hold to change. if you just saying out from your mouth but you don't really mean it, then buzz off! you will only make a word just to calm down yourself. changes is not easy to do because it takes a long long time to work it out. example, will you stop doing all of your stupid nonsense activity? well its hard wasn't it? so if you really want to fix your life to be a better person. keep it high with the hope of being what you always wanted. with god help, Inssyaallah you will success to fulfill your dreams, your ambition.

♥ My Everything ♥

i met you in my dreams and i'll sure will find you in reality
that dreams told me that you're the one can changed my philosophy
baby i find you cos you're my destiny
no more hesitating cos you are my love

you are my everything, you are my world
you're the angel, you show me love
somewhere our little jokes
somehow when i see you smile
i fell in love with you

because you are my everything
because you are the one came into my life
im pretty sure that i cant live without you by my side
im pretty sure that i love you so much

you are my everything, you are my world
you're the angel, you show me love
somewhere our little jokes
somehow when i see you smile
i fell in love with you

i promised i wont fall apart and our love wont fall apart
i stay with you even where'd you go
you will always in my heart
this is true cos i love you

you are my everything, you are my world
you're the angel, you show me love
somewhere our little jokes
somehow when i see you smile
i fell in love with you

By : Ikhwan Tanzili

♥ What You Mean To Me ♥

"What You Mean To Me"

Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong

I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me

Just know that I'm sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just beginning
But let the truth break down these walls (oh yeah yeah)

And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And show me how much better I could be

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me (yeah)

You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that every day
You say what no one else was saying
You know exactly how to get to me
You know it's what I need
It's what I need yeah

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again (that mistake again)
You brought me closer
To who I really am
So come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me