This Is It

after 20 years living this life, watching things come past by, learning and had such of all moods, happy sad and much more. now i only realized of how beautiful and colorful is the world. i've learn so much things for now and i guess this is it, this is the time for me to change. i hope i'm so ready because yes, we wouldn't know when the time that we have to go and leave this world. i wish i could change to be a better person. yes i haven't seen yet the road but i should start from now. i'm not promised to myself yet but i want to start getting close to my religion, and i want to stick with the rules. i know i'm only such a typical human living. pathetic. Ya Allah, please guide me to the right path. this person really wants to be a pure Islam. eventhough i dont have the strength to be so perfect but atleast let be come close to you.