To Someone...

Where could be the corrupted part in our relationship? I thought this could be nothing but i never thought that the small little thing can be tear so widely until it breaks everything that we had. I'm so sorry again, i guess that's all i can say right now. Yet i know you really mad at me and you feel like you want to acting like you never know me. I swear I've never find such a pretty, smart, humble and caring person like you. Lovely type and I swear yeah everyone will be regret if they leaving you without any proper reason. I should protect you, I should be there for you when you're needed. I was so stupid because I didn't come to you when you are so in miserable. But it doesn't mean that I don't love you dear. I was in mess too but I don't think that I should let you know. I was trying to be a perfect guy for you. I swear I was trying. I pray everyday to Allah that we could had better after SPM. I don't know when the time will come but I'm still waiting. To be with you is not a simple thing could happen and the risk no one would know. But, losing you in this life is the hardest thing because the sweetest thing that we have could not be paid by money. Love naturally comes and it cant changed by anything but YOU.